hmmm.. just a thought or two

being here in georgia has made me take a look at many things... the people who call, the people who dont; the long love i let go of, who doesnt want to let me go; the thoughts of someone, who thinks nothing of me.

......whatever happened to my dear friend lindsey... who dropped me without a word

......to my new friend christine...treats me as if i were her dear twin

......and there is mackenzie...who still enjoys hearing my voice

......my crazy old roomate... still calls to let me know how her life is going

......my sister maddie..calls me because she hasnt heard from me in a while and just wanted a hello, how are you

......someone new...who says they are focused on other thing (like i should too)

......jingles, mr. jingles... he is my sweet who keeps on trucking everyday just to lay in my lap and rest

......my sweet danna..sick as can be, but is going to work so she can take time off to spend it with me


i am very lucky for what i have. and it makes me wonder why i wanted so much more. but i dont anymore.. i have excepted everyone for who they are..flakiness, shallowness, jealousy, greed, inhibition, compassion... and i love them all for that.. i am so happy the way i am..the way my life is